Betrayal Trauma

Was I betrayed about Michael?
Both Michael and I were betrayed.
However for me, I tried to negotiate and I told them, "I'll walk away if you just can promise me that nothing happened to Michael or his family."
And didn't I go to town on the bitch who tried to steal my man?
Didn't I ice her and her family?
Didn't I fuck her up good?
And I didn't do it for myself... I did it for his wife, Brenda...
that bitch who thought she betrayed me by stealing my man got so fucked up so hard that she and her family are NO MORE...
so who actually got betrayed?
me or that bitch?
because she ain't got Michael no more
yah, I may have been betrayed, but silently and deadly I fucked up that bitch hard
and I made sure MICHAEL is with his WIFE
betray me... bitches better run
because I ALWAYS fuck you up

~emmaruth

Michael

the thing about Michael that I was upset with is that he's an Angel... and bitches tried to tear off his wings
so I went to town on many motherfuckers who tried to make that Angel fall
you didn't just betray me and Michael... you betrayed ANGELS... God Himself
and I went to town on motherfuckers for over three to four years until I met an Immortalito... Mr. Keanu Reeves
Michael dated two or three girls during that time... and I fucked up each and every one, especially because his wife BRENDA was hopping mad
it's all good now
Michael is with his ACTUAL TRUE wife
and I'm with R. Keeves.
either way... when you betray me or Michael... you're betraying God... Angels
and the only betrayal trauma that ensues when you do shit like that
is that EMMARUTH fucks you up HARD

~emmaruth

R. Keeves

well who is the "Father" figure, R. Keeves?
Al Pacino, James Caan, Alan Rickman, Alain Delon.... or is it Christopher Reeves?
Or someone like Bruce Lee?

I liked you with James Caan in Henry's Crime...

however, You won't 'forgive' your actual DAD. You cite 'abuse". Abuse of his wife.

that's why we don't know who your Father is... you're p.o'ed at your Father

~emmaruth

Keanu Reeves

who the cat?
me or that bitch whore?
huh, John Wick?
that bitch is cray you know that
she think she's on Emmaruth's level
bitch can never be me
i'll fuck her up so hard
she's scared of me
and for good reason
i'll ice a bitch hard
i'm known around here
and I will cut a bitch for less
send her ass away, John Wick
because if I get to her... bitch is DONE

~emmaruth

my Father

they think my Father's first name is "Alan"

that's all they know at this point

and my TRUE Father is doing a disinformation campaign so he NEVER has to reveal his true identity

they most likely will NEVER know

but I will.

~emmaruth

sent by the Devil

you were sent by the Devil, John Wick?
I know the Devil... SHE works for my Father

i would never say you're an Angel, John Wick... I prefer to say that UNAEK is the UNDEAD
and you're supposed to BECOME Immortal

quite different from "Angel"... the entire Angel business is Michael... he wants to be "Angel"

You, John Wick? Undead Immortal

and Emmaruth? Either your dream come true or your worst nightmare

~emmaruth

hturamme

999 or 666

what it gonna be, John Wick?
what it gonna be...

sense of humour

yah, I think I have my Father's sense of humour

yah, first name Allan

as in Edgar ALLAN POE

call me POE

biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch

take a look at lilibetscraggs dreamwidth

biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch

~emmaruth

Father

what you should know about my true Father is that he's mostly European

however, because I'm quite the mix

i can be very dangerous to those I don't like

quite dangerous

Mr. Wick

~emmaruth

Allentown - Billy Joel

because my Father has a Sense of Humour. Yes Allan. Allen. as IN ALLENTOWN

~emmaruth

michael

really michael jon?
you've been married like 3 times already and have about 4 or 5 kids
why do you miss me?
wtf
you're a Taurean... just like Wick's cat
motherfucking taureans
stubborn af
shit
we'll just be good friends, Michael Jon... take care of your kids and your baby mamas
smh

~emmaruth

boo

i sweet on you boo.
just you
sweet thang
xoxo

~emmaruth

My Father

I haven't seen my Father since I was like 5. However, I would like the record to show that I was extremely good to my Dad, Cesar Mario. To his face I rarely ever tell him off. However in my journals I am vicious. Because I just don't like him very much. And if I don't like you, there's hardly anything you can do to change my mind. So do not get on my shit list.

I am GOOD to Cesar Mario. I saved his ass a gazillion times. What I do for him and his family. I am polite in person to his face and if I cannot then I walk away. However, I try to be his friend until he just acts like a jerk.

Just let the record show, I was good to his ass. Even though I always knew he wasn't my Father.

I know how make the best out of a bad situation.

~emmaruth

angelcakes

baby, you don't have to consult 'psychics' to realize that it's all good
don't worry too much about it
it all good, angelcakes

you good. it all good. no worries.

~emmaruth