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Ok, so I've try quite a number of 'medicanal enhancements'

mary jane is NATURAL... you can grow it in your basement.... and they thinke it's weeds... it's natural.... but no weeds... i call ... Mary Jane

heronine, coka cola, shrrooms, acid

and absinthe... l green mann

so my 'happy' contacts tell me that the reason they are 'happy' is b/c for a HE... the g-spot is actually through there and SHEs doan figure dath out... SHEs should look for it... and the contact explains 'rimming'

so I try such w/my sweetheart... sit on it and rotate!

~emmaruth

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So I have the Bartendr's guide - only Bartendrs can have such...

tho i no noe where it is now... my sweetheart prolly has it.....

'Cocktail'

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I get anxiety for other reasons...

no b/c i take things 'literally'

i get anxiety b/c something 'terrible' happens to both me and my sweetheart and i get remind about it...

my sweetheart is Gamino...

so we are like KILLED and I get terrible terrible anxiety about how we are killed and how it occurs... Gamino

it's quite brutal... and that is why i get anxiety...

b/c i am going through that particular scene over and over again...

i use to get reallt, really bad anxiety b4... i still do... but it's more mangeable these days...

i use to eed anti-anxiety meds often...

pop them like 'candy'

now I am no allow to have such and i no longer request them...

however, i still ask ... no i doan ask my 'doctor' for them... no allow to...

my doctor.... he's quite 'handsome'.... but ummm... i have a 'sweetheart' - Gamino

oh... my doctor is Keane Lin...

tho i ... two dctors... u i have two or three doctors...

oh my 'diagnosis' - bipolar

b/c there re 'two of me' like a Gem... or perhaps a Gem and a Leo?

~emme